A rough time,

So, it's been awhile, yeah... but something huge happened in my life. Bees passed away last Tuesday and tbh, I don't... I can't even think about anything else than her. I have been crying my eyes out non stop... I want to stop the pain, the hurt, but I can't. I am so mad at gxd right now.

She died of sepsis. It feels like my heart has been ripped out of my chest and just completely destroyed. Sunday (not tomorrow) I'm going to to her viewing. I'm going to say goodbye to the one person who truly understood me. Now I have nothing.

Y_Y

Sammy